happymanrod - please help me turn my life around

hi i am a very quite shy and honest man with a lot of love in my heart for the right lady who can show me how to live life again.
since the divorce i went into my shell and almost give up on life.
sad i know
but i hope this site might just bring me happiness again.
my grown up children and grandchildren mean the world to me they would like to see the sparkle back in my life if you think you can do it please send a message
my life at the moment is centred around the stockmarket and weight training and the allotment at weekends.
roderick