Pinkfan - 41 yr old woman living alone now, daughter moved out last year, been busy working now am looking for my man xx

I am 41 now and a little wiser. Daughter left home last year and at first it was hard to get used to the silence and the clean house. Within a walking distance of her though so am in contact.
Currently working for a charity. Previous job Office Manager, previous to that Trainer for British Gas. Am a bit smart I think? Let you decide that one. Love to have a laugh, can be intense and fiesty at times so need a partner who will just laugh at me and bring me back down lol. Growing up was a tom boy and am a very independant woman, to my detriment really as men consider me as not needing them, which is false. Not into one night stands or liars, like my man to be a man and stick by his words and his partner in times of crisis etc.
Am very warm, very caring extremely loyal and faithfull, trustworthy definately, thats all I can say (not good at blowing my own trumpet). Can come across as lively but am very shy and thats how I hide it. Very sensitive soul who just needs hugs and love like the rest of the world.