OccasionalDream - I don't know what I'm looking for any more - surprise me?

I like variety and my personality changes accordingly. I like spontaneity and yet there are some times when I need things planned down to every last detail. I either don't take things seriously enough or I take them too seriously. In short, I'm confusing and contradictory!
I'm open-minded, accepting and honest. I don't have a lot of confidence and I suppose I've lost my passion for life - I'd like someone who can re-ignite it for/with me :) (it's not hard to do, I just like being around people!)
I have a filthy sense of humour and I'm shocked that my friends have put up with me for so long. I like people who can hold a conversation - I've met too many on here who can't and if I'm having to make all the effort, ask all the questions etc. it's obvious that you're either not very interesting or just not right for me; sounds harsh but I'm a bit tired of it all :( I'm quite shy and sometimes take a while to get used to people but I'm fine once I feel comfortable with you :)
I prefer people older than myself, emotional maturity is important. That said, I'm pretty childish in some ways - I like adventure and stupid, simple things please me.
I'd much rather talk to someone and get to know them instead of judging them solely on what their profile says - it's impossible to describe yourself like this. But if you message me and you look fake, you have no photo/description or you're asking me to send you dirty pictures/join you in a threesome you won't get a reply. Sorry.
Not really looking for anything in particular - just want to meet some new people. I live in a small town and being a gay (and feminine!) girl here is a little lonely.
I should probably write more but like I say, it's too difficult to define myself in such a small space! Come get to know me :)