HumbleOnTheHill - Psychedelic Sobriety

Hi, here's this:
My IQ is 99 average hmm, my EQ is above average, as is my wisdom level apparently and my brain is a dead even balance of male and female. Make of that what you will. Im creative, friendly, ready to help and able to surprise.
What i do-
I play guitar, write record and busk by the cathedral when i feel the urge. Also sell the odd drawing. I Have a job of work as a senior support worker for adults with learning difficulties, in a beautiful old house in a pleasant village. I love their honesty. I love going to work. Also drinking real ale, pubs, gigs,books, and if im still thirsty green tea
Who am I?
Im hard to describe. At work they say i have a calming influence and im fun. I know id make a great dad (not yet though) I'm reliable and a loyal friend and look after my family. I dont care about being seen as a 'real man' but i know what i am. If a real man takes responsiblity for his actions, stays calm in a crisis, can take charge, and be strong for others then thats me. However that can apply to women. Im thick skinned and i prefere the people who insult me but secretly like me and would do anything for me. I express emotion freely at the appropriate times and through my art but im not easily overwhelmed i can control them, i dont break down easily. At home i can feel down and overly self critical but overcome it. Sometimes want to be alone and other times more sociable. I have a warm cosy home and i never feel bored here what with my records, 6 music, radio 4, books, Itv 3, the horror channel, Comedy DVDs, My guitar and laptop. And when i step outside im in the beautiful part of the city. I think deeply,
but laugh at myself and life. I try to show love and respect to all people. Yet my somtimes sarcastic, sometimes surreal, varying humour can be taken as rude. So i can be quiet around certain people.I find it difficult to talk in a serious way about boring things, hate small talk. And i hate writing all this but it saves waisting time.
The average person will missunderstand me untill they get to know me. I'm proud to say that i am being my true self, theres more of us. I am always honest, non judgmental and am simply myself not trying to impress anyone, prove anything or fit in with anyone. I see the good in people and can talk and get on with anyone. But im not on this site for just anyone. Bone structure and weight is of minimal importance to me, how you dress and your aesthetic is somewhat revealing and of mild importance, but not where its at either.. being clean and taking care of yourself is important although i quite like scruffiness. And its not about being able to spell or having skills. Nor is it to do with if you've travelled the world or been sky diving. Its mostly about the person within, not even habits, they can come and go, and what we're into now we may not be into tomorrow. ( I know ill always be into 60's 'Art Pop' and Father Ted) Its the soul, mind and manner of the person.
What i reckon and so on- Ask?
Looking for- I want to find true love, if i may dare to hope. she'd probably be wise and funny, and have the best attributes of the childhood and adult self, but exactly what shes like i dont know, we'll just know its right. Im not into dating for fun, or settling for anyone, i want to find a meaningful connection that may develope or something that is love from the beginning.
If you've read this essay and its agreeable to you please get in touch, there are thousands of things under the sun to talk about.
M.B