Dougiegee - To know or not to know, that it the question?

Just sitting here having a glass of wine before I go out and trying to think what I should be writing here... I guess I keep coming back to the fact that I don't want to be alone for ever...when the front door closes I would very much like there to be me and someone special on the other side ready to settle down for the evening..is that too much to ask for!!! a soul mate??? ..there has to be chemistry, am I expecting too much..can the butterflies and heart pounding still happen? ..there has to be something..hopefully there is someone out there that feels the same..I enjoy being busy, I love entertaining friends , preparing for dinner parties, going to dinner parties, eating out and being social..it would be nice to find someone who I could share that enjoyment with. I enjoy all the usual things like cinema, theatre, ect, watching dvdsI Igo to the gym to keep fit as and when time permits and enjoy walking... finding a nice pub at the end of a walk is a definate plus...a roaring fire in the winter is a real bonus!! I am lacking that special someone...not sure this is really the way to find her but it seems to be the way it's done these days so here goes....in the meantime I think I'll go and top up my glass... I am bubbly and outgoing with a great sense of humour as well as being romantic caring, loyal and very loving. I like to be busy doing things and never miss an oppurtunity to try something new, I love a challenge. I like to be spontanious, and love doing things on the spur of the moment. , I am a very sociable creature but I am equally at home enjoying a quite cosy evening relaxing watching a movie, listening to cds, talking or sharing a nice meal.