Today I heard back from the guy who isn't usually my type. I really enjoyed chatting to him. He made me laugh and feel really good. The guy I am meeting up with also makes me feel good, but in a different way. Now I feel really bad about the guy I'm meeting up with. It seems to be the nearer the date is, the more I feel I am cheating on him by chatting to others. Think I need to sit back and remember I've not met any of the guys and I'm not anyone's girlfriend, so I'm not doing anything wrong. My friends keep telling me I'm not doing anything wrong and I'm meant to be having fun, but I seem to keep forgetting that part.




