What a busy few days I have had at work, I'm so glad it's the weekend now. I am meeting my man this weekend, which I am really looking forward to. I think it's about time I gave him a name instead of just calling him my man; his name is Dan. I can't stop thinking about Dan, although deep down I am petrified of getting hurt. I also feel guilty about saying yes to meeting the guy from the website. I have still been sending him messages, but nothing more than telling him how my day has been. I really feel guilty, especially because things are going so well with Dan. I might cancel meeting him and tell him all about Dan, otherwise it's not fair on either of the guys. Maybe I should have stuck to my original plan and concentrated on one guy at a time. Anyway, I'm off to plan my outfit for my date tomorrow. Dan is taking me out for a Thai meal, so it will be nice to dress up a little. Dan has only ever seen me in a fancy dress costume and my jeans. I must remember to record the X-Factor and I'm a Celebrity Get Me Out of Here....sad I know!




